Add Maths?

I am stressed.

I've been doing add maths since few hours ago, and I realised that my add maths sucks like shit. I couldn't do the questions I used to get now, why is that so? Because I'm a lazy bump. Because I'm a stupid lazy bump who did not practise add maths. Because I'm a stupid lazy bump who did not practise add maths and made my add maths skill rusted. Who to blame? Myself.

I'm gonna practise add maths really hard from now on. I don't wanna regret someday like now, I hate this feeling.