That week.

My blog went dead for a while because I was feeling lazyyy to blog.

Why?
BECAUSE PEOPLE SAID MY BLOG IS TOO WORDY AND IT HURT ME SO I DECIDED NOT TO BLOG ANYMORE T_______T

No lah just kidding -.-

This is my blog, so I'll just blog the way I want.

Last week was really busy. I was out for Monday, Tuesday and Friday for volleyball competition. Happy to say both the junior and senior teams got third placing. Well, I admit that we did feel disappointed as we were aiming for at least a silver medal.. But yeah, at least its something =)

I did not expect to get this in my secondary life, LOL.

Some pictures =)

A big big thank you to everyone who wished us good luck. Oh and if you dont mind, please stop telling me how dark I am now T__T Because that's what the first thing everyone said to me when they saw me. Saddddd. I've got bad sunburn!


I sat for intervension papers on Wednesday and Thursday. Funny to say, most of the teachers were hunting for me. HAHAHA, why? They want me to resit for the papers ASAP so badly! Luckily I was out again on Friday and escaped! Loool xD But tomorrow, hmm... =_= FYI I've not touched my books yet and I might will be going out later. Oh well.. Screw it!

The funniest thing is, I had to hide wait in the toilet while my class was marking the bio papers. WTH right?

Saturday was my school's annual speech day, one of the important events in my school. I spent my precious Saturday morning there and got a certificate and some money back as reward. Lool, not too bad la. I shall thank the school for that. I skipped the 'jamuan ringan' though, because the way people fight for get their food scared me off. Really speechless.. -_-

I pray for tomorrow.

As you know, today's the day for the first round of volleyball competition. Happy to say, our team won both the matches today and we're in semi- final if I'm not mistaken.

So, the second and final round will be tomorrow. Please pray that we'll win, I'm desperate to taste victory. I pray, we pray. Okay?

Good luck and all the best.


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There is a fullstop for everything. You know how much it is damaging you, please stop doing it. You've read those stories which scare the hell out, so why can't you stop and leave that dumb thing alone? You ain't gonna live with it, you can't. It will and it can NEVER happen, I demand you to stop it right now.

Tomorrow, 21 April will be the day for a new life. Make a promise, my dear. Trust yourself that it'll workout. And most importantly, keep your words. Every promise you break you're pushing yourself nearer to the cliff, towards the death. You know it very well don't you?

You've seen what it had brought you, yes those extra junks that you need to get rid of. You witnessed how evil it was and how miserable your life had been with it. You've had enough, its time to fight against the dark.

Use your pride, your mind, your imagination. You know what you have, use them now. Please, I'm begging. Leave it before its too late, let it makes no more harm to your life. Your life shouldn't be such crappish, take it under your own control instead of being taken over by something else.

You know you can if you want it. You always can. So make no difference this time, leave it.

I'm saying, praying, begging from my heart right now.
Its time for a change.


[ Don't ask me wthell is this for. Something personal, only for myself and urh... related ones :D ]

Smoked

Tired?

No la, I'm not.

I AM EXHAUSTED!!!!

Today's weather was extremely HOT and the sun had sooo freaking much energy. The sky was so clear that there wasn't even a piece of cloud to cover that sun for just a few seconds! Give me a magnifying glass and I could burn myself up in no time.

It should be bearable if I was staying indoor but unfortunately, I was under the sun since 11am until almost 4pm today! I was basically barbequed or roasted if you prefer it. Everyone said so. I felt my face was all crumpled together as I couldn't open my eyes wide because of the sun and I had to use my fingers to stretch my face at the end of the day, lol. Sigh, all for the sake of volleyball. Nvm, soon it'll be over. Next Monday is the day and I hope we can get something.

Pray hard.

Also because of that, I get to sit for most of my papers later, meaning I have more time to study? Ahh, I doubt so. I just don't think I can study after the exhausting matches. I'm not supergirl ok?

I was out of the class for the entire day. Speech day rehearsel before recess and volleyball practise after recess, no books. Oh urhm, I'm still in the shock with what I got for my last year's acedemy. Unbelievable and unexpected.

Friendship is fragile.
Never under estimate the power of words,
they can be utterly destructive.

No no no

Sorry people, was not in the mood to update my blog.

Well, too lazy to update to be exact, hee. And with some people around me?
Nehh, too risky. I'm sick of squeezing my brain to create new bloglinks. Get me? =)

Anyway, my easily-annoyed mood is back so yeah, I'm sorry but if you're trying or planning to make fun of me, get the others. Just not me for today, tomorrow, anytime until I'm out of this mood.

School hours have been and will still be occupied with all kind of career talks, exhibitions or anything related for the whole week. You should see my class' attendance, wonderful! But they can't be blamed because even I wish to do so but due to certain responbilities I'm tied to, I've no choice but to drag myself to school. Sigh..

I expect tomorrow to be a dull day, really.
Especially with all the happenings.



The same, old things I want to scream about:

1. EXAM NEXT WEEK. SHIT LAAAAA!
2. Volleyball competition? God bless us, lol.
3. So many career talks and exhibitions but I'm still remaining as a lost sheep.
4. Don't drag me into that kind of thing. I had enough and its getting on my nerve everytime it becomes the topic.

Oh btw, I've got my P licence but I'm not excited nor eager to drive.
They said I'm weird, lol whatever la. I enjoy being fetched.

Cheers =)

Joke of the day

Be patient and read the whole thing. Enjoy =)

('.') γєєп ° says:
im an observer =D

(M) kse. / n2o says:
....
u been...
looking
...
at
my leg ?!
shitssssssss... my leg got eye raped

('.') γєєп ° says:
OBSERVE =/= STALK !
sorry la, i X interested dengan kaki kau
kaki saya dah cukup cantik

(M) kse. / n2o says:
jagan menipu
OMG
dekat mana cantiks?

('.') γєєп ° says:
itu bukan awak punya business

(M) kse. / n2o says:
alaaa
saya juga ingin mengetahu
boleh lah saya ambil bila u rip
XD

('.') γєєп ° says:
saya rip pun kaki saya akan lekat dengan mayat saya
awak jangan mimpi nak ambil

(M) kse. / n2o says:
oo..
tak apa lo
T.T

('.') γєєп ° says:
pergi pasar, beli kaki ayam
itu padan dengan kau!

(M) kse. / n2o says:
HAHA
itu terlalu pendeks

('.') γєєп ° says:
awak memang pendek kan
ngek ngek

(M) kse. / n2o says:
nanti saya jalan belompat
...
insulted

('.') γєєп ° says:
xD
ok la, pergi cari kaki bangau

(M) kse. / n2o says:
mengeinsultkan !

('.') γєєп ° says:
cukp panjang

(M) kse. / n2o says:
saya cakap u handsem
u mengeinsultkan saya pendek

('.') γєєп ° says:
handsem itu satu insult
sebab saya perempuan
you buta kah apa

(M) kse. / n2o says:
ohh.. maaf
saya tak nampak depan u
rupa rupanya ada sedikit
( XDDDD )

('.') γєєп ° says:
itu mata tak guna langsung
korek & buang laaaa

(M) kse. / n2o says:
x boleh
kalau buang.. lagi tak nampak depan u

('.') γєєп ° says:
tukar dengan ayam, mata ayam pun better drpd away punya

(M) kse. / n2o says:
sekarang pun kena guna telescope
baru nampak siki
ayam mana mao ambil matanya?

('.') γєєп ° says:
itu pasar kan banyak
yang kepala kena chopped off tu

(M) kse. / n2o says:
tapikan

('.') γєєп ° says:
simply pilih satu dan korek, lepas tu stuff dalam lubang mata kau la

(M) kse. / n2o says:
mata mereka banyak kecil
saya takut nantikan

('.') γєєп ° says:
mata awak besar sangat kahhhh sekarang

(M) kse. / n2o says:
sudah kecil
saya tengok lagi kecil oo

('.') γєєп ° says:
mata ayam ada magnifying effect tau

(M) kse. / n2o says:
lepas itu kapal terbang boleh terbang dekat tempat itu
macam mana?

('.') γєєп ° says:
itu kau punya imaginasi la
kan i kata mata ayam boleh magnify punya

(M) kse. / n2o says:
really?
got merh?

('.') γєєп ° says:
betul laaaa
i tak tipu, i budak baik

(M) kse. / n2o says:
oo...
saya percaya awak

('.') γєєп ° says:
betul, itu pilihan yang bernas sekali!

(M) kse. / n2o says:
=.=''
wat is this?
who wans to be a millionair merh?

('.') γєєп ° says:
HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

(M) kse. / n2o says:
adakah jawapan anda muktamad?

('.') γєєп ° says:
eh
itu kan saya yang tanya
awak yg pilih kan =.=

(M) kse. / n2o says:
oo...

('.') γєєп ° says:
bodoh

(M) kse. / n2o says:
okok ><
MAAF LA

('.') γєєп ° says:
TIDAK DIMAAFKAN

(M) kse. / n2o says:
saya tak mao jadi millionair dah !

('.') γєєп ° says:
ANDA TELAH DISQUALIFIED-KAN

(M) kse. / n2o says:
TERUUKS
WAH

('.') γєєп ° says:
sila berambus

(M) kse. / n2o says:
WAAA
BERAMBUS?
damn ganas man

('.') γєєп ° says:
tak ganas nanti kau tak berambus
susahlah i

(M) kse. / n2o says:
saya akan berambus
jagan worry

('.') γєєп ° says:
adakah anda pasti?

(M) kse. / n2o says:
ya

('.') γєєп ° says:
adakah itu keputusan MUKTAMAD?

(M) kse. / n2o says:
jawanpan saya muktamad !

('.') γєєп ° says:
TAHNIAH, ANDA TELAH DI-BERAMBUS-KAN

(M) kse. / n2o says:
OHH YEAHHHH !
mana hadiah sayaaa?

('.') γєєп ° says:
BAGI MAKLUMAT ANDA, ANDA IALAH PEMENANG PERTAMA YANG MEMENANGI HADIAH BERAMBUS INI
apakah perasaan anda sekarang?
hadiah berambus la tu

(M) kse. / n2o says:
ohhh
sayaaaaa
sagat gembira
sayaaa mahu terimakasih kepada chaiyeen
yang sagat megelamekan

('.') γєєп ° says:
oh, tak payah terima kasih saya
itu semua adalah hasil titik peluh anda
anda deserve it sangat!

kse. / n2o says:
damn crap man we both
=.=''


- The End -

Special credit to:
KSE for being lame enough!

Failed

Bahhh.

Its getting more and more annoying now.
Stop it, please.


Damn, why are there distractions all the time?
I really need to get myself out of it.
I must, before its too late.

Future.

Had been thinking a lot about my future lately.

Nahh, not the my-boyfriend-or-husband-has-to-be-blablabla kind of thing, that's not me. Its about my study and career after high school.

Many of my friends already have an idea or even planned their path after SPM. They know what they want and they've decided which course to persue.

Unlike them, I'm still one of the miserable lost sheeps who failed to figure out a plan for myself.

As time flows bit by bit like a rocket, the fear in me is also expanding.

What am I gonna do after form 5? What if I can't get a suitable course and end up having nothing? What if...

Okok, maybe I'm thinking too much. Stop right there!

Anyway, life is still as crappish. Homeworks are left to deal with the growing procrastination in me. I have to admit that I'm getting worse day by day. I don't even give a damn to open my bag and do my homework after I'm home.

Man.. Wth is wrong with me? Its SPM year, and on top of that, intervensi 2 is starting within 2 weeks+ time. Worst of all, if you ask me what did I learn for Bio this year? My answer would be.... *blank face* I can't even remember what's the first chapter called.

How great right?

I believe I'll screw my test this time, I really do. Unfortunately, nobody seems to agree with me. Fine, we'll see, then you know I'm not a genius or whatever crap but a normal human.

With a lazy mind.

Good night good bye.

April fool? Fool yourself =)

I skipped all my classes in school today except the last 2 Physics periods which I don't count it as a class because basically what we did was all about copying and I learnt nothing new.

Wonder why did I skip? Well, that shows you don't know me well enough. I might sound goodie but deep inside I'm a true rebel. I sneaked out early in the morning and lepak-ed at somewhere called a secret until the school almost ended.

And I'm lucky enough to not to get caught!

Then again, if you believe all those craps above, you really don't know me well. How on earth would I dare to skip classes? Especially when I'm the monitor and will easily be spotted if I wasn't in class.

Lol, but the fact that I missed all the classes was true. Early in the morning we were all down to the hall to be guided on the new koko book system, and then the BORINGEST ON EARTH talk regarding pencegahan dadah with the disgusting, improper photos. Oh but Andrianna was so cool during the performance, wooots! With all the commands and the 'Haaaksss!' xD

After recess, the whole gang of us (minus Andrianna, poor thing!) went to bilik masakan to get our blood test done. We were too polite and kind to let everyone went before us (its true la, our real intention is another story ok? LOL.) and end up us being almost the last batch to go though we were the first batch to reach, hahaha!

Details on the funny and annoying things that happened while we waited? Go to Cecilia's blog!


Once again, you complained. Since you have so much to comment on my work, why don't you tell me what to do then? Even you couldn't give me a proper answer, yeah?
So stop complaining you *toot*!