I surrender!

Alright alright, I'm here to update!!!!!!! Those who yelled in my chatbox, happy now?

As you can see, I abandonned my blog for 2 months or so. Initially it was because of SPM, since it was SPM time I thought I should at least online less. Sadly I couldn't resist the computer and instead of blogging, I went gaming instead. What game you ask? Maple Story! Laugh all you want I don't care LOL. I started playing on 30th Oct (hehehe good memory) all the way until now. Ah yes even during SPM, see how addicted I am? So stop blaming me for not updating hahaha, I'll go straight to Maple Story right after checking my mails :P

One of the significant event that happened during this period of time where I went MIA is the end of SPM and school life. I was really looking forward to 14th Dec 2009 before SPM started but when the real time came, I didn't feel as much joy as I expected. I felt nothing in fact, haha. I wouldn't want to comment on the papers because there's no point doing it, so what if you yell about it?

Oh and I got my new laptop too :) According to the tradition of my family, a new laptop is suppose to be a reward for SPM result. BUT, since my desktop was KO-ed by some blardy virus on 12th Dec, my mum decided that I can get myself a laptop when we went to Lowyat Plaza for Kaspersky Antivirus software. Thanks to that 3-users sharing thing haha. See my new baby :)



It might not be the best but it has everything I want. Good enough for me :)

Thennn.... my life after SPM if you wanna know, it mostly filled with this:


Gahh so lifeless right? I am so into it that I think my oven will soon have spiderweb on it :( I've started job hunting and will be start working in January 2010! I'm not working full time so you don't have to ask where I'll be working hehehe. Guess my life would be better by then :)

Anyway, today's the last day of 2009 and I'll be off to countdown later at The Curve! Since I'm stepping into the year of 18, I decided to dress up in a different way. Make over mahh, that's what most of us planned before SPM lol.

Wish everyone a wonderful year ahead!

The end is near..

Its already October.
Times flies huh?

The thought of leaving the school in 2 months time is... Fascinating, yet a little of the opposite.

I'm more than happy to be untied by the sometimes-not-so-reasonable school rules, to donate the apron-like pinafore to my sister (ha!) or whoever needs it, to free myself from struggling to ace in the subjects which I am actually not quite interested in, to not wake up 6 something in the morning every weekday and da da da..

All these, of course, have been longing for and I believe it applies to many of the students out there too.

But when it comes to friends, I feel so reluctant to leave. The people I've lived together with for some time, the relationships that have been built up throughout the years make me wonder if I'll ever get to experience the same thing again. I had great memories with my mates, really.

Lol, a little too fast to write these? Maybe.

I suppose an emo post once in a while doesn't harm, so...

I know how you think about me and I shall say I kind of think the same way about you, too. But what can I do, because I understand that every person has different personality and we have to compromise to make things work in a good way. I suppose we tried, but sadly it didn't work out. I'm not ashamed to say that I did my part and at the same time, I do expect some effort from you too. Unfortunately, I find only myself, alone trying hard to adapt and fit in yet you did nothing. Nothing but expect me to be like you.

And then I thought, why must I change myself? I always enjoyed being myself, and if you're really one who cares, you should understand me well enough that I'm not the same kind of person like you are. I always say I'm cold- blooded, in a way, but actually its just my different way of showing my concern. I'm not the kind of person who would find you all the time to show you how important you are to me, I don't express my care directly, I don't talk alot but I care. Even people who aren't very close to me understand that very well. Honestly, I'm a little disappointed with how things turned out now. I find myself stepping away more and more from you, and, I find myself more comfortable with other people who are more like me. I guess we really have different way of thinking and handling things huh? We have different interest, different priorities of life and we don't think alike.

And this is what made things hard..

New SPM Grading System.

My mum jut showed me this article from the newspaper.

And this is the chart:

I wonder if this is a good news or a bad news..


Apa nii, suddenly change pulak.

Back from Penang!

I'm back from Penang!

Guess what? I still prefer KL.

Hahaha :P

Didn't really enjoy the beach because this trip wasn't meant for it. Went to some tourist attractions with 3 maps in our hands (Mum, Chee Yeen and I) and got lost for numerous time especially on the way back to hotel.

I shall let the photos do the rest :)

The photos are not in order because rearranging photos in blogger is hard!

My new watch!

Assam laksa, yum!

Ice Kacang

Penang Butterfly Farm

Its an insect!

Beautiful



I like this piece :)


Do not 'pull' the butterflies :P

Kek Lok Si Temple

I'm on the roof top XD

Climbing the stairs

View from Penang Bridge

Penang Bridge - it was raining.

The hotel.

Sleeping Buddha

Can you spot Malaysia?

Batu Feringgi beach

I really don't know what is wrong with her -.-

School in 2 days.

Nooo :(

Weeeeeeee !

ITS HOLIDAY!!!!!!!!

Check this out!



Anyway, I'm home today, now because... I allowed myself to have an extra day of holiday!


Nahh, don't start lecturing please, I'm just being lazy once in a while. Plus yesterday was the last day of exam and there will be no lesson going on today, who wouldn't want to stay home and have some rest?


So yeah, I'm done with trials. If you ask me "how was it?".. I'm afraid I can't give you an answer because I don't predict my results! Just.. Let it be whatever it is, hee.


Oh and something to cheer me up when I was about to flattened by stress during exam:



Muahahahha, finally after so long I got an upgrade for my PC! Its awesome and I can now play games which I couldn't play last time. Thanks to my old PC which broke down 2 weeks ago XD May you rest in peace and I'll remember the time when you were with us, LMAO.


Some random photos of my doggies playing with the blanket!
They are cute don't they? :D

:))))) Life is so good without exam, ha!

SCREAMS!

I AM TIRED !

I just want this to end soon and I don't give a shit to the results anymore!

Baaa.

A short note to let you know that I'm not dead, yet.

But I don't guarantee I will still be on 17th September 2009..

On the edge of breaking down,
you know why.
:(

Another birthday wish

Happy 17th Birthday to

Andrianna Chin Sze Teng

May you have a sweet 17 ahead :)
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Holiday?

Holiday is here.

I googled "holiday" and guess what came out?

This,

this,

this,

and this!

You see, holiday is such an enjoyable moment. Sadly, not for my case this time. This is my version of holiday:




Such a big contrast huh? Instead of the beaches and theme park, I'll have to stay loyal to my books.

Study, study and study...

Mehhh, that's so boring.

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Oh and something extra I just did:

My personality test :)

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.