Sack me la

What the eff today.

I wish I could say,

Teacher, just sack me la.
I don't want and I don't care.


Z z z z z .

Berjaya University College of Hospitality

I believe most of you already knew about the visit to Berjaya University College last Saturday because its already featured in many blogs, hahaha!

I know how it feels to read about the same thing again, so I shall not blog too much about it. For those of you who do not know, kindly go to Amanda, Cecilia or Andrianna's blog for the details. The photos below are, some already posted in the blogs mentioned while some are not.

Enjoy :)

I adore.
Chocolate made by Chef Loke.

The master behind the scene.

Don't come near or I'll give you a chocolaty slap!

4 monkeys posing outside of a meeting-in-progress conference room.
LOL!

Dessert plating.
Love the colours :)

I like this photo.

Want some cake?

And lastly on the way back...

I typed this using Cecilia's mini Iphone.
I meant what I said because this simple message took me almost 10minutes to type!

School tomorrow, again :(

New background!

As you can see, I've changed my blog background. Reason? Simply because the LYLAS are more towards the colourful trend now, so I guess I shall follow too? Lol.

So anyway, its Wednesday again.

Monday, sister called back from her campus saying that her handphone got pickpocketed when she was squeezing through a crowd at pasar malam. Awww, poor her. The phone was only 5months+ old.

Tuesday, baked muffins during Renjer Puteri meeting. The AJK's were so worried when they realised that the ovens were not working! Luckily teacher came later and told us it was the switch problem. Ran for the extension wire and phewww, solved!

Wednesday, went Selayang Mall after school to have lunch with Amanda and Cecilia. Authentic tom yam from Thailand, yummm! But I still prefer Asam Laksa though, hahaha!

Thursday, not here yet.

I shall continue next time, bye!

Changes

There's a girl who left her old group of mates
And started joining a group of people who are different from those she used to hang out with.

As she mixed around with the new group
She felt happy
And she treasured every single moment with them together.

But as time passed
Things started to change without her knowing.
It felt different
And she was upset.
She tried to figure out the reason why.

And then she realised
That the fact was always there
But undiscovered and unnoticed.

The fact that she did not understand some of them
That she was not as close as the others
That she sometimes felt odd in the group
That she was left out sometimes

She knew
Its not the group's fault
Because she understands
That the group showed welcome to her
Though there were conflicts at times
They were mixing around with her
Accepting her as one of them

The girl felt depressed
Knowing that its her own problem
She tried to overcome it
But yet, she found it hard.

And now
Refusing to fall deeper
She is still trying..

Weekend!

I love weekends just like everyone does.

Weekend is the time I get to rest and sleep longer, live my day without stress and of course, do what I wish to do.

I'm always happy when its Friday. TGIF, yeah lol. The reason is obviously because the next day is a Saturday! But unfortunately everytime when I wake up in the Saturday morning, time starts to fly and pooof! Its Sunday night and I have to prepare for school the next day, again.

Okay okay, I shall look at the bright side. So, these are what I got to do last weekend. I think most of the Chinese know this. Yup, the CNY peanut cookies. Okok, I know its not CNY yet but for your information, there's no such thing as CNY cookies at home. They are all- time because my mum love them and crave them always.

Before sending them into the oven.

And after!
Poor them crushed by my mum's fingers -.-

Yesterday, my mum, sis and I went grocery shopping. Out of a sudden my sister said, eh I want to eat lemon bars! And then, we went home with 3 lemons.

I got up quite early this morning and started playing with the lemons. Not long after, they transformed into these:

Lemon bars!

Lightly dusted with icing sugar for a better look.
Yummy?

I loveeee citrus fruits :)

Bad day

I felt terrible in school today.

Emotionally.

Ahh.. I just can't wait for school to end. 5 more months and bye, I'll fly and leave all the unwanted stress behind. No, I don't hate the school actually, its about the people.

I feel like collapsing now, don't ask me why.
How good if I live in a happyland huh?

Some facts about me

Okay, this is gonna be a random post.
Don't ask me why all of a sudden I am writing this, its RANDOM!

1. My biggest dream is not to be a top scientist or doctor, not to earn hell lots of money, not to be known by everybody, not to be the cover girl of the magazine, not to be in the news headline, but to backpack around the world.

2. I don't make-up, partly because I think it is too troublesome to spend so much time in front of the mirror everytime before leaving home. But the main reason is of course, I'm simply too lazy to do so, and I don't have any of the cosmetics!

3. I prefer flying fox, rock climbing, jungle trekking, beaches and volleyball than movies, shopping and dating for my holidays.

4. I use the oven and kitchen scale more often than my mum.

5. I love animals, sometimes more than human. I curse people who bully them, I cry when I see animals being abused.

6. I've got myself a driving licence but I'm not eager to drive around. I think sleeping in car is way better than paying full attention on the road.

7. People crave for seafood but I turn my head away when I see them.

8. I used to dance hip- hop.

9. I'll pick up a nail cutter whenever I see one and start trimming my nails, which explains why my nails are always short.

10. I'm a lazy bump, as lazy as Garfield.

I am not happy

School sucks.

And I am not happy.
Definitely not.

So much work, so much stress, so much complaints and so much injustice...
I am really tired.

I wonder what did I.. No, what did we do that we deserve all these? Why are some people around us, who claimed that they are trying to shape us into better person, being so unreasonable?

She said the improvement is not enough. And because of our not-so-enough improvement, we got a class demerit.

So what is that? We improved, though not drastically, but we deserve a demerit? So encouraging huh? What makes you think that we'll work harder to improve some more when this is what we get for improving?

I did not say that we are very good, okay. But improving takes time, and obviously is done bit by bit. If you expect us to change into some brand new person over a day, that's not an improvement anymore. That's a change instead.

im⋅prove

1.	to bring into a more desirable or excellent condition

2.	to make (land) more useful, profitable, or valuable by enclosure, cultivation, etc.

3.	to increase the value of (real property) by betterments, as the construction of buildings and sewers.

4.	to make good use of; turn to account: He improved the stopover by seeing a client with offices there.

5.	to increase in value, excellence, etc.; become better: The military situation is improving.

6.	to make improvements, as by revision, addition, or change: None of the younger violinists have been able to improve on his interpretation of that work.

See that? Improve is defined as become better, not become perfect; become more desirable, not become completely desirable.

And what you said? There's no room for argument in this case. Well yeah, because you're holding the power and us? Nothing but to obey. "You can't say that because its against me." This is what I heard today. Students' right? Nahh, forget about that shit.

Maybe you say, we do have suggestion box and blablabla, but hey, who can guarantee that nobody will be going against us, or picking at us if we really complaint?

Sorry to say, you people are only focusing on all the mistakes and yet you hardly notice or appreciate the good things we've done. Because you think, well it should be that way.. And you ignored it. But once a mistake, there you go.

Well if you compare the merit and demerit marks of ALL classes, you'll see how generous you are in giving demerit marks that some are exceeding 1000marks whereas the highest merit mark in the whole school is only about 100marks. So much of looking-at-the-positive-and-bright-side huh?

Don't deny, adults.
You ate your own words.

I know I'm a little straight forward here but trust me, this is what almost everyone of us feel. If you need comments or feedback to improve your system, this is it. I'm saying it out from the bottom of my heart.
But if you are to penalise me for this, I'm speechless.

Cupcakes and cheers :)

First, let me apologise for being inactive once again.

Last weekend was the long- waited Cheer 2009 competition. I've been to this annual cheer leading competition every year since form 1, such a loyal supporter huh? Hah.

This year, Blitzerz from SMKBUD4 went home with the champion trophy, while the 1st runner-up went to Shirtliff and 2nd runner-up was won by Calyx. I think Blitzerz did an awesome job. They deserve the victory. Watch them in action!



Anyway, since I did not participate, the competition somehow bored me. I was just, a little lack of spirit. For the first day, Cecilia, Andrianna Ping and I went together. Yes yes, Andrianna's name is there! We only stayed in the stadium for 2 hours or so before we left to Times Square. Bought some clothes and shoes together there, heheh.

Highlights:

The place we had lunch in Times Square.
One word: BLACKLISTED!

And the ghostly train we boarded.
Swoosh..

Say bye!

Last Thursday, some lecturer from KDU College came to my school to guide us a little on cupcakes decoration. Awwww, obviously I would never miss this!

These were borned in my hands :D

Tell you what, it was fun! Making roses, piping cream, sprinkling chocolate.. I enjoyed every single thing. Heheh ;) Guess I'm pretty sure with which path I'm taking after form 5!

Oh yea, Ping planned a Taiwan trip after SPM and asked Cecilia and I to join. Maaaaa I want to go T__________T

p/s: Changing my number very soon!