ONE MORE SHOT!

Woooooooooooooooooo, I had left my blog alone for soo long and finally I'm back! Yeayy!

ONE MORE SHOT AND WE ARE OFFICIALLY DONE! Yes that's for the final exam, HEHE. One more, just one more miserable objective paper and I'm free! I can't wait XD!

Exam reports? Let me summarise it. ALL of the science subjects had been screwed like shit, and I mean it. But who cares? I'm satisfied with my Add Maths. =) I LOVE ADD MATHS!

For these 2 days I really struggled like shit to study. Slept at 11+pm and woke up 3.30am to study for 2 days straight. That's soo OMGOSH! I don't think I've ever done that before. So yeah, terrible headache I'm having now. I need REST! (But I don't think studying this way worked cause I still screwed my papers. Damn, I feel like an idiot for torturing myself for nothing! )

Plans are popping out for activities after exam already, HEHE. Too bad I can't join tomorrow's trip T_T I want to watch High School Musical sooo badly!! >_<

BAD EFFECT OF EXAM.

I am here for a random post, ha ha.

Just to relax my full-of-add-maths-formulae-and-digits brain.


Bad Effects of EXAMS.

There are different reactions from different people when it comes to exam.

First, the exhausted.


Second, the exploded aka naik gila.


But either way might as well end up with this. =)See how bad exams are? Exam stress is said and proven to be one of the cause of the increasing commit suicide rate. So let's protest. BANNNNNNN THEEE EXAMMMMM!!! xDD



Lool, I know how lame I am.
Well, I guess I'm currently in the first stage, slowly transforming into the second stage, and might as well proceed to the LAST option. XD

Okok, back to add maths!

Hopeless!

I am officially certifying the death of my final exam.

Oh well, I had the worst Maths paper ever today.

Sigh, after ruinning my chemistry paper which I answered nothing but pages of cow dunk, I thought Maths paper will somehow make me feel better since Math's always the 'comforting' subject.

But no, I was totally wrong. The maths paper made me feel worse. Especially when I realised all the stupid, silly mistakes I did. And hell, WHY DID THE TIME PASS SO FAST? I've never been so rush for a Maths paper, NEVER.


Basically none of the papers I had could satisfy me, so hmm, predict my result?
Nahh, you don't have to. I already know how it will be.

Nevermind, I expected that.

And I know I deserve it, since I did not work hard.

Just let me be bad for once? =)


Tomorrow's add maths.
Ah ah, I'm soo lazy to open the book!

Procrastination Round 2.

Did I say I'll be studying today?

I guess I did.



Did I keep my words then?

. . .
You get my answer, lol!

I see myself in her!

Nahh, get used to it people. I'm no longer the goody study girl anymore. Sometimes when I think about the changes in my behaviour and attitude lately, I have to admit that I am worried where these changes will lead me to.

I remember my mum once said, who knows maybe you can be SOMEONE in the future but it all changed because of a different step you took.

I know life isn't all about fun and there are times to be serious.

But..

Perhaps I'm not ready for the moment yet?


Eh eh eh, why so serious? LOL.

Relaxxxx, you are still too young to worry about LIFE! xD

p/s: Chemistry paper's coming soon.


Imagine my paper like this, HAHA. Salute the kid!

7 more days!

Hooray! Another 2 days down and 7 more left to go, WEE!

You know what, I'm seriously lantak-ing the final more than anything now. Look at me, its 9.10am now and I'm here, online blogging. I SKIPPED SCHOOL, I SKIPPED EXAM! Muahahahah~

Nah just kidding.

Today's the PMR holiday for all the form 4's. And TOMORROW TOO! Time to rest! Just a small break wouldn't harm right? Yeah, a 'small' break I mean. I still have to study during this holiday, but its just the matter of time yeah? Who knows when will I start revising? Sunday maybe? HAHAHA.

Updates for my final? Isn't it boring? Alright, mention a little will do.

Physics: DEAD. 12marks already gone and the minor mistakes are not even counted yet.
Sivik: Ok ok la, at least that's what I feel. An A for it, I hope? LOL.
BM: Essays, essays. Crap and crap, no comment!
Chinese: Essays too! My destiny is in teacher's hand. HAHA.
Moral: MENTAL TORTUREE!!! Brain juice was all squeezed out but still did pretty bad for the essay part -_-

As you can see, I didn't do well for most of the papers (or all?) I've taken, but surprisingly I'm not feeling sad nor depressed for it. It just didn't seem to influence me at all! Well, maybe just a little worry. A LITTLE. If it was last time, I'll probably be worried like crazy and keep praying, praying and praying.

Is it a good or bad thing that I'm taking it this way?

Went to Selayang Mall for Sushi with the LYLAS after school to celebrate our so called first-session-of-exam-ended. We had ALOT of fun teasing and cursing some people there, including the manager and the FAT BOYS behind us, LOL. TEMPURA WAR!!! xD

At night, I bugged my sis to bring me to Taman Connaught's night market, a huge and famous one. We actually took 2hours plus to walk around from the starting to the ending, lol. Bought some stuff but still couldn't find what I was hunting for, sigh. Went back to her boyfriend's condo and did some stupid stuff. She tried out her fake eyelashes on ME! Can you imagine?! I almost fainted when I looked at myself in the mirror, what a nightmare!

Oh btw, I'm in the condo now. HEHEHE. PEOPLE *point*, jealous not? =P

First day down!

Instead of screaming and yelling over my sort-of-screwed-up biology and english paper, I'm gonna say, OOH LA LA FIRST DAY DOWN, 9 MORE TO GO! Weee xD Too bad its not ending in 9 days time, but in 2 weeks plus time. Why why why? Thereee... PMR holidays, weekends and Deepavali holidays! Hmm, I'm quite ok with it actually since the draginggggggs give me enough longer, but still not enough time to study for it. -_-

Tomorrow's BM and the huh-what-the-heck-is-this-about physics paper! Physics physics, I hate you! I'm superbly bad in chap 5, or I should say, the all 5 chapters? Nahh don't care, fail then fail la. I expected myself to drownnnnn to the bottom in this exam. LOL.

I'M NOT LAZY OKAY! I JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY.
Excuses xD~

Fed up, give up.

I opened my 'Success Biology' for tried hard to focus on it. I eventually got fed up after 30 minutes as nothing seemed to go into my mind.

I told myself, I will NOT do something related with Biology in the future. Who bothers about how the cells divide, what happens to the food in my stomach and the COWs' stomach?! What's that got to do with me? Nothing right?!

Since I've made the decision, I am.. not gonna study for this exam anymore? Hmm, perhaps.

I'm serious, no jokes!

UH OWWW.

Let me start with this before anythingelse.

AHHHHHHHH CRAP ONLY 2 MORE DAYS LEFT TO THE FIRST BLOODY PAPER AND I'M STILL HERE NICELY BLOGGING WITH NONE OF MY REVISION DONE. GOH CHAI YEEN YOU ARE SO FREAKING PRO LAHHHHH!! DONT CRY WHEN YOU GET BACK YOUR RESULTS, YOU DESERVE IT!! STUPID LAZY BUMP!! T____T

Yes I'm so scared but still procrastinating my revision. Someone whack me can? No, don't start with the 'you no need to study also can score lahh...' thingy, because this time its no longer the same anymore. After the mid term exam, I'd been super lazy. Instead of paying attention in class, I was actually dreaming, sleeping, talking and conteng-ing. So, since I did not listen what the teachers taught plus I wasn't up to any tuition classes, AND I'd not done my revision, you think I know what's the topic about ah? You think I can still score like how I did last time?

Of course NO!

However, with unknown reason, I'm not stressed and I don't know why. Maybe I'll be, when the clock shows 1am on Monday and I've still got more than half of the sickly-thick referrence book to go. Oh yes I'll definitely be!

'Mummy, can I be lazy for this exam and don't study? Since its the last few weeks of form 4. Next year only I study SERIOUSLY again.'

'=.= 38 la you. Your study you manage yourself, its your own future ah.'

Is that a yes or no? LOL.

My mum and I talked about my study after form 5. I told her I'm totally not interested in all the biotech, biochem, doctor etc etc aka the very-advanced-science-thingy. They simply make me feel sick. Guess what, I'm soo thankful that my mum isn't the NO-I-WANT-YOU-TO-BE-THIS-AND-YOU-MUST-BE type of parent, she actually had no comment when I told her I'm QUITE interested in hotel management and hospitality when most of the parents expect their children to be a doctor or something like that. She even said that she already knew I can't be a doctor because I'm sooo afraid of disgusting stuff, like you know, operation or a big rotten wound or a bloody chopped hand which the flesh can be seen. EWWWWWWW.

The conclusion is, like Carissa said, WHY ARE WE IN SCIENCE CLASS?

Good question huh?

Alright, please pray that I'll at least START my revision today. Sighhhhh.

Random: Prediction of myself in few days time.

Totally moodless for books.

I know I should be studying now but how? I couldn't push myself to open my books, there wasn't even a single thought of that brushes across my mind. 'Sighing' over my laziness and forever-dragging-attitude, I wonder when will I start touching my books? Will it be too late by then? Sigh, I'm seriously worried. But damn me, no matter how scared I am I still failed to make myself study. !@$#%$^ right? -_-

Maybe I'm just lack of motivation to work hard because... Well, I have no goal no dream no ambition, so why bother to torture and force myself so hard? There's no point! I know this piece of thought is very wrong but sorry, I'm only a small little tiny pathetic human.

Never mind, I'll face the coincidence later. I know I will.

Anyway, have been quite into this particular Hong Kong TVB drama series named Moonlight Resonance lately. Ah yes, when exam's coming in few days time I'm what-the-heck-ly addicted to it. Alright, ignore my babels. Its indeed a really good show, especially the tears earning part, lol. Spend some time for it if you are able to! HEHEHE.

There's this song from the drama series, named 爱不够 (Not Enough Love) by 林峰 (Raymond Lam I guess?). Quite a nice song, added it to my playlist. Shuffle my playlist until you get the song if you are interested =)

Here's the lyrics! Sorry if the translations are not good enough, I've tried my best. -_- DON'T LAUGHHHH!

收藏在眼眸 常徘徊左右 愛猜到沒有
Hiding it beneath my eyes, can the love guess it?
愉快玩笑後 能全然退後 你開心就夠
After the laughter, I'll step back as long as you are happy
這種感覺太親厚 講一千句也不夠
This feeling is too intense that a thousand words ain't enough
假使講了你聽到後 或會走
Even if it was told, you might leave after listening
這種戀愛太罕有 不須真正擁有
This love it too rare that it doesn't have to be really owned
成全 衷心祝福然後 就放手
Giving a heartfelt blessing, and then let go

放手 放開所有 彼此更自由
Let go everything and we'll both have more freedom
放手 其實我絕非愛得不夠
Let go, but it isn't because I've not love you enough
放手 豁出所有 還有這個好友
Let go, forget everything, at least I'll still have you as my friend
已經 已經足夠
That's already enough

遙遠是宇宙 靜靜在背後 去看守就夠
The distance is as if a universe, thus guarding from your back in silence is enough
這種感覺太親厚 講一千句也不夠
This feeling is too intense that a thousand words ain't enough
即使一剎有過衝動 挽你手
Though there was a sudden impulsion to grab your hand
這種戀愛太罕有 不須真正擁有
This love it too rare that it doesn't have to be really owned
成全 多捨不得仍然 是放手
No matter how unwilling I am I'll still let go

放手 放開所有 彼此更自由
Let go everything and we'll both have more freedom
放手 其實我絕非愛得不夠
Let go, but it isn't because I've not love you enough
放手 豁出所有 還有這個好友
Let go, forget everything, at least I'll still have you as my friend
已經 已經足夠
That's already enough

放手 我的牽掛 找不到盡頭
Let go, my missing will never reach an end
放手 期望你幸福甚麼都有
Let go, wishing that you'll be blissful and gifted with everything
也許 愛很深厚 然而我早看得透
My love might be real deep but I've already got through it
放手 至可擁有
Let go, only then I can have you.

The song is really nice, very touching that I could feel the emptiness of the singer (though its fake, ha ha -.-) Lovee it! =)

Back to SCHOOOOL =(

Holiday's ending in 12 hours time.

That's soooo sad. Why holidays always end so freaking fast whereas when it comes to school days, the time crawls even slower than a snail? Its unfair! Urh well, I don't deny that I was pretty bored during holiday, but but but.. You know, its school! Imagine the text books, homeworks, and TEACHERS spinning around you everyday. Worst of all, DANG DANG DANG! The final exam, ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! SCREAMS !@##@%#@$^%$% So far my revision progress still remains as ZERO, salute me! T____T

Instead of looking forward to the next holiday which will be Deepavali, I have to now force myself to focus on the exam that falls BEFORE and AFTER Deepavali. Crap right? Blame the whoever lahhh! The genius who set the exam schedule, ish. Purposely wanna ruin our holidays!

Randomly talked and thought about my ambition and future yesterday. Then I realised I have totally no idea of what my future will be at all! Not even a little bit of sketch. All I know is I'm not gonna spend my time with plants for the rest of my life. NEVER! No to the complicated biotech biochem and stuff like that too, they'll simply kill me in no time. So you ask me, why am I in science class then? Hmmm, I wonder too.


And honestly, I won't be surprised if I really flunk my final term.
No, I'm not joking.

Pineapple!

Crap, are you telling me its Friday already?! How can it be?!!!

Aww, noooooo! I failed almost all my mission I set when holiday just started. Sigh sigh, that's me. School'll be back in 2 days time, and final? 1 week+2days left. OWH MY GOD. My revision errr.... BIG BIG SIGH. Forget bout it!

My sis had been asking for pineapple tarts since long ago. Since I was quite in the mood today, and most importantly, I was rotting, why not do her the favour? xD And so here's what came out..

Common, traditional patterns.

In a tart shell.

Porcupine! xD

Hotdog =)

Looks like a lunch box, right? xD

To be honest, instead of real baking, I actually played with the dough. Hoho, shaped them into different shapes and patterns. Had fun? Of course I do!

Paparazzi!