Life goes wrong.

I wonder what happened to me these days.

I had been doing strange things that I've never done before. I adopted a new, but terrible lifestyle. I'm ruinning myself and all the effort that had been put in since years ago.

I feel depressed and miserable for behaving in such a way, but I couldn't change a thing. I failed again and again to persuade myself to get back to the track.

Dang. What the hell is wrong?