Life.

Did I just disappoint you? If yes, I'm sorry.

From the moment you made your decision, I knew there will be changes between us. Friendship can be tough, or very fragile that it can't even stand a touch. As for us, I think it goes to the second one. And it seems my prediction was not wrong afterall. Me and you, we are different individuals with different personalities. Or perhaps, opposite personalities.

To you, I may be something that you thought I am, but it might not be the real me! I understand that you have your own principles of life and so as me, so I am not surprised when thing happens and we both decide to ignore each other ever after. If this is happening, I have no words but only pray that we will not be against each other, that's it.

Your decision, your life, your everything is in your hand, its all about you and I have NO comment about it. I did not try to stop you, or change you to the way I want. Anything that made you thought so, I name them advise. I was only sharing my experience and opinions so please, don't get my point wrong.

To be honest, I am very much disappointed and depressed plus insulted when I first knew about the way you judge me, us and things that happened recently. Because I know you are one who act as a true friend, and I really don't want to lose a friend like this. But if we are not meant for each other, I can't fight the faith. I'll just accept the way it should be.

No matter how hurting it is...


This is life. My words to describe 'life' now?

Harsh, depressing, and sometimes

heart- breaking.

Anyone able to add a single joy to my days so that I can have a positive word about life? I'll appreciate it very very very much.

Me, too, wondering whether I should publish or keep this to myself. Yet I think, its always better to be frank than to back stab each other.