cheer

If I ever get emo, drag me into some volleyball games or any sports that I enjoy, I'll definitely cheer up! I'm feeling very much better now after having around an hour of volleyball practise. Glad that I didn't skip it. HEHE.

Anyway, perhentian/ redang plan is cancelled. Full stop.

Sunway on Saturday is still on, yeah. Since I am not going to the beaches anymore, I better enjoy myself there. Please, don't disappoint me again. =)

Family dinner after Sunway, woots. To celebrate my second sister's birthday. Oh yea, everyone's birthday-ing but not me. Geee, to be honest, I do prefer my birthday to be somewhere in mid- year. But since its a fact that I will never be able to change, I'll just accept it and be happy =)

If I'm not mistaken, bunch of holidays are coming in late August and early September. After that? Final exam, oh yeah. Hahaha, I'm ready to have last minute work again.

Should I take tuition for Chemistry? I think I need it now.

Proud to say I feel nothing.

Cheeers =) I'm safe!

I hate when things don't work out.

I hate when it takes endless to settle.

I hate when all my efforts seem to be a waste of time.

I hate people playing around with me when I'm serious about it.

I'm getting frustrated with all the draggings.

Say yes if you want, and no if you don't.
Just cut off all the don't knows.

So stop wasting my time now and give me an exact answer please?

I hate Pn. S, my PJ teacher.

That's the first thing I want to say before anythingelse.

Thieves are everywhere in school. Money, calculators, books and even teachers' shoes were stolen. I wonder why would people get attracted by some shoes? And the worst thing is the school has no idea at all of who the thieves are. (Or maybe they have?)

Tests of all subjects are flowing in. And most importantly, I did zero revision for all of them, ow yeah. Special thanks to Kar Lai for the help she gave me today. HEHEHEHE.

Saturday is Sunway Lagoon Day, Get-wet Day, or whatever you name it. Amanda Amanda, you are scaring me! What are you gonnnna do?!!!!

S W E A T .

Random

I'm here because someone just made me feel like posting this.


For those who really cared about me,

for those who brought laughters to my life,

for those who gave me their trust and shared their secrets,

for those who treat me as part of you,

for those who I called f r i e n d s,

Thank you so much,
for colouring my life,
for filling up the empty bits in my days,
for making me realise what are friends for.

Now I understand the importance of friendship =]

I love you guys <3!

So random hor?

Basically, my brain is occupied with Redang, Perhentian, Redang, Perhentian and Redang and Perhentian.

Oh goshhh, I'm praying reallly hard that it will be on.

Please please please.

>_<

Life.

Did I just disappoint you? If yes, I'm sorry.

From the moment you made your decision, I knew there will be changes between us. Friendship can be tough, or very fragile that it can't even stand a touch. As for us, I think it goes to the second one. And it seems my prediction was not wrong afterall. Me and you, we are different individuals with different personalities. Or perhaps, opposite personalities.

To you, I may be something that you thought I am, but it might not be the real me! I understand that you have your own principles of life and so as me, so I am not surprised when thing happens and we both decide to ignore each other ever after. If this is happening, I have no words but only pray that we will not be against each other, that's it.

Your decision, your life, your everything is in your hand, its all about you and I have NO comment about it. I did not try to stop you, or change you to the way I want. Anything that made you thought so, I name them advise. I was only sharing my experience and opinions so please, don't get my point wrong.

To be honest, I am very much disappointed and depressed plus insulted when I first knew about the way you judge me, us and things that happened recently. Because I know you are one who act as a true friend, and I really don't want to lose a friend like this. But if we are not meant for each other, I can't fight the faith. I'll just accept the way it should be.

No matter how hurting it is...


This is life. My words to describe 'life' now?

Harsh, depressing, and sometimes

heart- breaking.

Anyone able to add a single joy to my days so that I can have a positive word about life? I'll appreciate it very very very much.

Me, too, wondering whether I should publish or keep this to myself. Yet I think, its always better to be frank than to back stab each other.

beach and beach and BEACH!

I'M HERE TO SCREAMMM!

Awww I can't believe Amanda is also going to Port Dickson tomorrow! Yayyyy, I'm floaaaating in the air already. Let's rock the beach, HAHAHAHAHA.

Cecilia, don't be upset, you still have a chance in August, HEHEHE. Fight for it. xD If you are wondering, we are planning to go to some beach, most probably Perhentian/ Redang Island during August holiday. Woooot, I know. It rocks, HEHEHE.

*Cross my fingers and pray it will be on at the end. ><*

Interested? Be jealous. Weeee~ xD

Reality?

Is is true that when people are up to the same matter/ level they tend to stick together even

. . . . . . . . . . .

Are you telling me that the post I spent more than 30minutes to type just gone like this because of the bloody connection?!
And the line above is the only thing left from the 3 long paragraphs of words?!

Can someone tell me what's wrong with the connection these days? I restarted my modem and connection for soooooo many times yet they are still the same. Not just bad, but terrible. At times I couldn't even load any sitesssss! And MSN? Just forget about the piece of shit!

I WANNA COMPLAINT YOU STUPID STREAMYXXXXX!

Let's go beach!

Oh yea, forgot to say.

I AM GOING TO PORT DICKSON WITH AMANDA THIS SATURDAY.

Yipeeeeee, forgive me for being so excited! I'm just missing the beach toooooo badly.

Amanda you better don't bore me, HEHEHE.

It shouldn't be?

Mostly about school's stuff today.

Surprisingly I did not feel tired today though I stayed up pretty late last night. Well, a lil bit sleepy maybe, but not tired. I guess PJ lesson somehow cheered me up a bit the whole class up :] So sad I'm the only one who couldn't flick the hockey ball. (Don't start laughing/ teasing me you-know-who xD) I'm a nooooob in hockey and we are named as 'The Noobs'.

Maths lessons are now perfect time to make fun with. Told you I've got a new clown-ish teacher who talks like a clown. Its so fun to see her being fooled around by our class. HEHEHE, and I bet she didn't even notice the needles in our words. Stab stab stab! Name us the naughtiest class xD

My Sejarah teacher gave me a big shock when she told us our test is on next Tuesday. Chapter 4 and 5 are included. A big big 'uh ow?!' and SCREAMSSSS!

I don't understand what went wrong with our school system nowadays. People in the school especially the authorities are getting more and more unreasonable. Shall I advise you people to look at yourself in the mirror before commenting/ shooting people for the so- called mistakes they had done. Teachers, you call yourselves teachers. So behave like a teacher, puhh-leasee? Stop your gossips and back stabbings first if you want us to stop complaining, alright?

Too, I shall never trust my seniors' words again. I thought it was sooo important that I actually forced myself to miss McDonald and stayed in school for the bloody meeting. Guess what was so important?

"What are we having today? Why did you ask us to come earlier?"
"Oh, we want to make sure everything about the gathering goes smoothly."

Holy shit, I ended up sitting in the classroom and do nothing for 2 hours. Fortunately one of my friend smartly brought along her Sudoku booklet which helped me sooo much in killing time. And and and, I've got two new roles during the girls guide and scouts gathering. Two so-not-me roles.

1. An 'ANGEL' who's in charge of selling small gifts. You know what, they actually expect me to come up with some angel clothings. How on earth am I going to get that?! And ME dressing like an ANGEL?

2. An innocent girl in a drama who confesses to a 'guy' and cries at the end for being rejected by 'him'. This sounds SO WRONG right?! Me, confessing to somebody? Oh well, it feels so the-end-of-world to me. Sighhhh, can't imagine how badly I will laugh on the stage that day. Smack me for ruinning the show xD.

I think it is going too far.

I shall stop before it gets worse,

Am I right?

So random.

Someone tell me why it feels so different now?
Why can't everything just stay the same like how it used to be?

It just changed like that, without a single warning or symptom. Why?
Or was it only me who had too much in my brain?

I really wonder.

I shall stop and get myself out of this matter. Make a U- turn before the dead end comes, yeah. No way I'm gonna make myself stuck in it.

No, it will never happen.
Not now, not in the future, not anytime.
Sounds freaking unconvincing I know, but I'll try my best.
I promise.


Simply em0 - ing.

M 'ASS' N just sucks.

Party party!

I know it sounds so wrong to talk about hang outs & parties so often when bunch of tests are coming so soon, but I can't stop my brain from thinking about them! I'm now a rotten apple and I really need some entertainment. Sunway sunway, I'm coming! I hope it won't be turned off, prays* >.<

I got RM150 from UMNO today, for my so- called excellent PMR result last year. Good thing since I'm quite lacking of money nowadays :x I actually forgot to bring an extra hairclip to clip my fringe up, luckily the principal commented nothing about it. HEHEHE. Pathetic to say I'm now one of the students who try to avoid the principal at all time and gasp/ pray silently/ cover our hair whenever we bump into her. Get a greet if you are lucky, or else? Ready to be lectured! Why make my life hard you ask me? Sorry, I just don't want a watermelon head.

Waterfalls are no longer fun. It helps nothing in reducing my boredom but in fact, it makes me feel sick. Or maybe only those in Templer Park are like that, especially with all the annoying disturbers around. They suck!

The silly monkey face, I can't stop laughing at it, loool xD

20.07.2008
Templer Park

The burden is officially off our shoulders now.
Take a break and breathe :]

Boreeeeeeeeee!

I AM BORED!

Someone tell me what can I do to spend time? Even weekends can rot me already. My life now is too boring, too plain, too many empty blanks to be filled up. I need colours in my life, I need something that is able to excite my days. But what can it be?

Nothing much about report card day. The only thing different from previous years is my mum actually came early this year, which is around 9.45am. Because I forced her to xD Her reason for coming late all this while was "COME EARLY, QUEUE LONGER". My mum didn't talk more than 5 minutes with my teacher, and we didn't even bother to bring the report slip back, loool. She just signed, and said bye.

Look what have I done for some BM cerpen. I was suppose to promote the short story. Yet, I don't think people will be attracted by this, hahaha!

It was in black and white at first. Again, due to boredom, I coloured it after I came home. Lool. I know it looks like a 3-year-old-drawing, but shhhh! xD

Conflicts and argues, when will these end?

Peaceeeeeeee

My class is lack of peacefulness these days all the while. Especially the recent war that started JUST yesterday, its AROUND me. Say no more, lool. Hope it will soon be solved.

School is now a place full of nightmares and disasters. Why?

First we have Ujian Diagnostik. I sat for the first Bio modul today and I was drown by question marks after I read through the paper.

"No. 5 is what? WHAT IS THAT?"
"I don't know!!! No. 7 leh?"
"Don't knowwww T____T.."

That was what happened in class when the test was going on, lool. To be honest, I could hardly remember those facts we studied long ago. Imagine how did I feel during the test? And my results? I shall be prepared to go for Kelas Pemulihan -_-" Oh well, that's what I get when I didn't even bother to revise for it I guess.

Then, again my class got a new Maths teacher. At first, we didn't feel that sad because we thought that the new teacher will somehow be better than our current one. But now we knew, WE WERE ALL WRONG! She acted like a clown and was claiming that every student taught by her likes her SO MUCH! Every topic seems so unimportant to her that she eventually skipped almost all of them. And RM0.20 for talking in class? That's so childish! Treat us like 16, not 6 puh-leaseee!

Don't blame me for complaining, its not me who's being sarcastic here, its HER!

My right hand is again shaking, thanks to volleyball. I've got a blue-black on my right middle finger, thanks to volleyball. Gosh its just SO FUN!

I know, self- torturing minded, ignore me xD

Why is everything for you?

Its so unfair.

Another tiring day!

Because I stayed back for volleyball practise. My mood was good, but then my mum made me waited for like half an hour with a 2kg bag hanging on my shoulders while I'm standing? I was already tired like shit and after the freaking half an hour I kinda gone frustrated. Please understand that I get annoyed VERY easily whenever I'm tired.

National Science Challenge made me feel like an idiot because I met words that were totally stranger for me, lool. I bet I screwed the whole thing. xD

Lastly..

HAPPY 22th BIRTHDAY TO MY SISSS~

Hope ya enjoy your birthday in UK. How lucky you are to celebrate your birthday there! (though I know you might probably consider it as an 'unlucky', hehehe!)

I miss youuuu! ^-^

The End

I'm extremely tired.

Cheer' 08 is finally over and sorry to say St. Mary won nothing. I can't say I enjoyed it because it went pretty boring for both the days. For the first day, we sneaked out to MidValley after staying in the stadium for 3- 4 hours? Planned to go for movie but cancelled it because of the incredibly long queue. On the same day, I experienced what people always say, SARDIN fish in the train. Ow My Gosh, that was really teriffic, I couldn't even move a step in that cabin! And imagine all the stinking smell from everyone? What a nightmare.

Second day, I got to sleeeeeep longer because my school is performing quite late. And because of that, I missed Titans and Stunners' performance. A lil disappointed because I was looking forward to their cheer. Sellors' routines and steps were pretty good actually, but their stunts didn't turn out well. They actually had almost all their stunts ruined because the flyers kept falling. Anyway, they tried their best so yeah, claps for them.

Full stop and the end for Cheer 2008!

Time shows people's real colour and faces.
That's sooo true!

Keeping my sarcastic-ness today, be kind xD

I had good mood today, but not anymore when I reached home. Sigh, once again, family issue. I know exactly what you are trying to do and I shall just let it be that way. I don't mind because I never force myself to do things I dislike.
But I do feel jealous when people are telling me how they actually had heart- to- heart talk with their parents. That feels so warm, you know.

My right arm is energy-less right now that it shakes whenever I try to hold something slightly heavy or apply force on it. Thanks to the volleyball practise yesterday! It actually got better, at least it doesn't look like some "red- roasted pork palm" anymore. Yesterday it was, and I actually thought I won't be able to write today. Luckily I can still write, but the writings are lil bit out of shape though.

I hate people shooting me. I don't mind if you ask me right on my face but DON'T TURN A BIG ROUND AND SHOOT ME! Especially when you did not even find out what's happening and simply barked shot me like a brainless idiot!

Its cheer day tomorrow. Finally get to hang out again, yay! What to wear what to wear? I hate this question.

I don't hate you,

but I just don't like to talk to you..

Tell me why?

Why so l a m e ?

I'm tired today because the school was so kind that they planned some lame activities to so- called "membina sahsiah diri". Guess what? The lecturer (or jurulatih? Whatever!) actually criticized our dicipline once he started to speak. Soooo what the heck right?

Cheer' 08 is only 3 more days away! Yay! I'm looking forward to it but I don't know why, HEHEHE. I don't really adore cheer leaders much honestly, but still all the best to them! And I decided not to buy the supporters' T- shirt because it simply doesn't worth RM20 at all!

Front flat..
Back flat..
Everywhere flat flat..!

HAHAHA, figure it out! xD

"Swim Car River"

Somebody chop my feet off please?

My mum brought me to "swim car river" today and my feet REALLY suffered like hell. We were planning to go to Times Square at first, then she suggested why not take bus and try something new? Fine, I agreed. Then, she took the wrong bus which was heading to PETALING STREET?!

What to do when we were in Petaling Street already? Walk lah, since we didn't visit it for ages already (and now I know why, its so boring!) We evntually got bored after walking around like 30mins? So after that, we walked all the way from Petaling Street to Times Square. Salute us? Yeah me too!

After the shoppings, we headed to Sungei Wang for a short walk. Then we said, okay let's go home now! When we were waiting for the bus to depart, my mum said the traffic's jamming so let's walk to somewhere near Puduraya. I was like WTF? She told me she knew some shortcut so alright, I'll take it. Who knows her 'shortcut' brought us to somewhere we didn't know. We walked for around 20mins for NOTHING! End up we took a bus from the place we got lost and reached central market. Then, FINALLY I REACHED HOME!

The lesson I've learnt today is, always go for KTM/ LRT/ Monorails!
SAY NO TO BUSSSSSS!
And don't trust 'shortcuts' too...

ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

I'm here because my fucking oven went crazy and it refused to work anymore. Hell! I'm half way doing some baking and now suddenly it spoilt?! WHAT THE HECK. I'm gonna throw my whole batch of stuff away if it is still not gonna work. I'm serious. Bloody pissed off right now.

What a bad day. I've got lots of wounds on my fingers/ palm. The funny thing is they are caused by some silly stuff like yoghurt container cover and fruit peeler?! How lucky I am today to get hurt by these stuff?

And no matter how many times I tried to repair my connection and restart my modem THE MSN JUST WON'T LET ME SIGN IN! Heck why is everything so bad today?

WHY?!

I AM SO FUCKING PISSED OFFFFFFFFFFFFF!!

sorry for all the vulgars but I can't help! !@#$%^&*

Secrets :]

The first thing I heard when I stepped into my class was..

"Chai Yeen! What happened to you?"

And I was like.. huh? What happened to me? = =? A blur look, that's how I replied Amanda. Then she said my eyes became SUPERB panda eyes with 2 huge eye bags. Urhh, what the heck? I actually slept at 9pm yesterday because I couldn't stand staying up so late everyday anymore. So what are these bloody eyebags doing there? Aren't they suppose to be gone when I already had 9hours of sleep?! T . T Please go away!

So, after the phantom its study time now. I need to say no more about school today I guess, because basically its all about books, yawns, and homeworks. (And some most of the teachers were actually reminding us about the final term exam already. Killl me!!) Gossips? That's for our gang to know! But just a general comment for things that happen almost all time, that is learn to accept what people think about you, there's reason why you are being criticized or rejected so have some time for yourself and think what have you done that causes people to treat you that way. Okay? The you-know-who.

I finally discovered something that suits me in the school canteen. ASAM LAKSA, my favourite food! Yummmy, and glad to say the one selling in the canteen tasted quite good. Soooooo, I'm aiming it for my lunch for few months time I think. xD

I'm excited over some secret plan! *zip* xD