Another birthday wish

Happy 17th Birthday to

Andrianna Chin Sze Teng

May you have a sweet 17 ahead :)
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Holiday?

Holiday is here.

I googled "holiday" and guess what came out?

This,

this,

this,

and this!

You see, holiday is such an enjoyable moment. Sadly, not for my case this time. This is my version of holiday:




Such a big contrast huh? Instead of the beaches and theme park, I'll have to stay loyal to my books.

Study, study and study...

Mehhh, that's so boring.

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Oh and something extra I just did:

My personality test :)

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

And the war begins..

I officially declare the starting of World War III - 2009 SPM Trial.

Time flies and here we are, in the mid of August. Few months later, I'm freeee to leave the school behind!

Its a happy thing to celebrate for I completed yet another part of journey in my life, but unfortunately before stepping out of the gate towards the next station, I HAVE TO DEAL WITH CERTAIN THINGS WHICH I NEVER LIKED AND WILL NEVER LIKE!

Yes you're right, I'm talking about S P M !
And before it, the trials,

which I'm facing tomorrow and the weeks ahead T________________T

Chinese paper starts tomorrow. As usual, Chinese language paper is always either the first or the last to go.. Shall we thank the whoever for giving us the chance to officially launch or end a big exam?

Honestly, I prefer not to have that honour.
Keep it to yourself would you? Nahh no you won't, I know.

Now Chai Yeen, keep the grumble to yourself and dig your head into your books!

A tag

By Andrianna

abc’s ShareRULES : Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to copy-paste this note, and answer all the questions. At the end, choose 10 people to be tagged – including the person who tagged you.

ABC ABOUT YOU QUESTIONS:
A – Available: Yes
B – BIRTHDAY: 20th Jan
C – CRUSHING ON: Computer(s)
D – DRINK YOU LAST HAD: Ice cold water
E – EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: Cecilia
F – FAVORITE SONG: 一个人就好 (I don't care if you don't understand :P)
G – GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: Bears
H – HOMETOWN: KL
I – IN LOVE WITH: My dogs?
J – JUGGLE: Nehh.
K – KILLED SOMEONE: Noo!
L – LONGEST CAR RIDE: 8 freaking hours !@#$@^
M - MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: I don't like milkshake.
N – NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 3
O – ONE WISH: Be what I want to be.
P – PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: Myself.
R – REASON TO SMILE: A relieve.
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: Kiss The Rain
T – TIME YOU WOKE UP: 6.30am, damn.
U – UNDERWEAR COLOR/PATTERN: Look at that! *Skip*
V – VEGETABLE(S): Green, leafy ones.
W – WORST HABIT: Procrastinating T_T
X – X-RAYS YOU’VE HAD: Nope.
Y – YOYOS ARE: Toys?
Z – ZODIAC SIGN: Half Aquarius half Capricorn.

Random Questions
· About YouSpell your name without vowels: GH CH YN
· What color do you wear most?: Whitee!
· Least favorite color?: Shitty green.
· What are you listening to?: 一句话
· Are you happy with your life right now?: I shall tell the truth, NO.
· What is your favorite class in school?: Library -_-
· When do you start back at school/college?: Monday. *YAWNS*
· Least Favorite pair of shoes?: Killer heels.
· Where do you wish you were right now?: Somewhere backpacking :)

THE CANS:
· Can you dance?: Think so?
· Can you tie a cherry stem with you mouth?: Wtheck?
· Can you whistle?: Yeappp!
· Write with both hands?: Yes, but distorted.
· Walk with your toes curled?: Kind of.

THE DO’S:
· Do you believe there is life on other planets?: Yeah.
· Do you believe in miracles?: Yup
· Do you believe in magic?: Nehh.
· Love at first sight?: Nope.
· Do you believe in Satan?: Huh?
· Do you believe in Santa?: No.
· Do you know how to swim?: Basic, yes.
· Do you like roller coasters?: -_- Just not too extreme okay.
· Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: NEVERRRR!

THE HAVES:
· Have you ever been on a plane?: Yup.
· Have you ever asked someone out?: Do girlfriends count? XD
· Have you ever been asked out by someone: Yeah.
· Have you ever been to the ocean?: Definitely.
· Have you ever painted your nails?: Yes.

THE WHATS:
· What is the temperature outside?: Coooooooling.
· What radio station do you listen to?: 988, Hitz FM
· What was the last restaurant you ate at?: This is tough, I can't recall!
· What was the last thing you bought?: A slice of papaya from school canteen xD
· What was the last thing on TV you watched?: Badminton match, yawn.

THE WHOS:
· Who was the last person you IM’d?: Amanda
· Who was the last person you took a picture of?: Lylas :)
· Who was the last person you said I love you to?: Dogs count?

CRYING SECTION:
· Ever really cried your heart out?: Duh, I'm a girl afterall.
· Ever cried yourself to sleep?: Yeah and I got up with puffy eyes, uglehhh!
· Ever cried on your friend’s shoulder?: I don't usually cry in front of people.
· Ever cried over the opposite sex?: No.
· Do you cry when you get an injury?: Come on... No -.-
· Do certain songs make you cry?: Yesss!
· Are you a happy person?: No I am not, though I wish I am.
· What can make you happy?: Having my life back on track again.
· Do you wish you were happier?: Duh.
· Can music make you happy?: No.

LOVE SECTION.
· How many times have you had your heart broken?: None? HAHA!
· Have you ever loved someone so much that you’d die for them?: Neh, I'm known as a cold-blooded.

LOOK AT ME.
· What is your current hair color?: Black with a little brownish.
· Current piercings?: one on each ear
· Have any tattoos?: Ewww.
· Eye color?: Black and a little brown

IN A BOY/GIRL:
· Favorite eye color: Doesn't matter, but gorgeous please :D
· Short or long hair: Short
· Height: Taller, not just a bit but not too much either, lol.
· Best clothing: Simple, smart and fresh.

HAVE YOU EVER
· Been to jail: Nope.
· Laughed so hard you cried?: Yeap!
· Cried in school: Yeah, for few frogs and some stupid stress.
· Thrown up in a store: No.
· Done something really stupid that you still laugh at today: Yah!
· Gone skinny dipping: Huh? NO!
· Pepsi or Coke: Both dislike.
· McDonald’s or Burger King: McDonalds, badabababa~
· Single or Group Dates: Single
· Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate.
· Strawberries or Blueberries: Strawberries.
· Meat or Veggies: Veggies.
· TV or Movie: Movies.
· Guitar or Drums?: Drums.
· Adidas or Nike: Adidas.
· Chinese or Mexican: Chinese.
· Cheerios or Corn Flakes: Cheerios.
· Cake or Pie: Cake.

FINALLY ITS DONE.

Short one

I'm here to save my blog from collecting dust and growing spores, hehehe.

I shall start and end with the hottest topic among most of the form 5 students right now:

SPM Trial!

Dang, its less than a month way and I'm still.....

dot . dot . dot

S T R E S S gilerrrr !
tapi masih malas..
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The end.

A post dedicated to the special people in my life

Before 5th August 2009 ends...

Happy Birthday Amanda and Cecilia!

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Opps, can't find any only-2-of-them photo, HAHAHAHA.

Welcome to 17 :)

A target.

One week had gone. Skipped school on Wednesday because I seriously thought that I need some rest that day. Exhausted, yes I was.

Anyway, forget about all the busy shit, some of our school girls went to KDU College for a scholarship presentation ceremony. At first, I thought its the presentation to our seniors but I was surprised when they actually called us up and gave us our scholarship letter.


This is what I got. RM8000, no, not good enough. The course I'm aiming for cost about RM45, 000 and I will have to aim for the full scholarship. 9A1's, sigh, so lazy :(


Happy birthday sis.

Sack me la

What the eff today.

I wish I could say,

Teacher, just sack me la.
I don't want and I don't care.


Z z z z z .

Berjaya University College of Hospitality

I believe most of you already knew about the visit to Berjaya University College last Saturday because its already featured in many blogs, hahaha!

I know how it feels to read about the same thing again, so I shall not blog too much about it. For those of you who do not know, kindly go to Amanda, Cecilia or Andrianna's blog for the details. The photos below are, some already posted in the blogs mentioned while some are not.

Enjoy :)

I adore.
Chocolate made by Chef Loke.

The master behind the scene.

Don't come near or I'll give you a chocolaty slap!

4 monkeys posing outside of a meeting-in-progress conference room.
LOL!

Dessert plating.
Love the colours :)

I like this photo.

Want some cake?

And lastly on the way back...

I typed this using Cecilia's mini Iphone.
I meant what I said because this simple message took me almost 10minutes to type!

School tomorrow, again :(

New background!

As you can see, I've changed my blog background. Reason? Simply because the LYLAS are more towards the colourful trend now, so I guess I shall follow too? Lol.

So anyway, its Wednesday again.

Monday, sister called back from her campus saying that her handphone got pickpocketed when she was squeezing through a crowd at pasar malam. Awww, poor her. The phone was only 5months+ old.

Tuesday, baked muffins during Renjer Puteri meeting. The AJK's were so worried when they realised that the ovens were not working! Luckily teacher came later and told us it was the switch problem. Ran for the extension wire and phewww, solved!

Wednesday, went Selayang Mall after school to have lunch with Amanda and Cecilia. Authentic tom yam from Thailand, yummm! But I still prefer Asam Laksa though, hahaha!

Thursday, not here yet.

I shall continue next time, bye!

Changes

There's a girl who left her old group of mates
And started joining a group of people who are different from those she used to hang out with.

As she mixed around with the new group
She felt happy
And she treasured every single moment with them together.

But as time passed
Things started to change without her knowing.
It felt different
And she was upset.
She tried to figure out the reason why.

And then she realised
That the fact was always there
But undiscovered and unnoticed.

The fact that she did not understand some of them
That she was not as close as the others
That she sometimes felt odd in the group
That she was left out sometimes

She knew
Its not the group's fault
Because she understands
That the group showed welcome to her
Though there were conflicts at times
They were mixing around with her
Accepting her as one of them

The girl felt depressed
Knowing that its her own problem
She tried to overcome it
But yet, she found it hard.

And now
Refusing to fall deeper
She is still trying..

Weekend!

I love weekends just like everyone does.

Weekend is the time I get to rest and sleep longer, live my day without stress and of course, do what I wish to do.

I'm always happy when its Friday. TGIF, yeah lol. The reason is obviously because the next day is a Saturday! But unfortunately everytime when I wake up in the Saturday morning, time starts to fly and pooof! Its Sunday night and I have to prepare for school the next day, again.

Okay okay, I shall look at the bright side. So, these are what I got to do last weekend. I think most of the Chinese know this. Yup, the CNY peanut cookies. Okok, I know its not CNY yet but for your information, there's no such thing as CNY cookies at home. They are all- time because my mum love them and crave them always.

Before sending them into the oven.

And after!
Poor them crushed by my mum's fingers -.-

Yesterday, my mum, sis and I went grocery shopping. Out of a sudden my sister said, eh I want to eat lemon bars! And then, we went home with 3 lemons.

I got up quite early this morning and started playing with the lemons. Not long after, they transformed into these:

Lemon bars!

Lightly dusted with icing sugar for a better look.
Yummy?

I loveeee citrus fruits :)

Bad day

I felt terrible in school today.

Emotionally.

Ahh.. I just can't wait for school to end. 5 more months and bye, I'll fly and leave all the unwanted stress behind. No, I don't hate the school actually, its about the people.

I feel like collapsing now, don't ask me why.
How good if I live in a happyland huh?

Some facts about me

Okay, this is gonna be a random post.
Don't ask me why all of a sudden I am writing this, its RANDOM!

1. My biggest dream is not to be a top scientist or doctor, not to earn hell lots of money, not to be known by everybody, not to be the cover girl of the magazine, not to be in the news headline, but to backpack around the world.

2. I don't make-up, partly because I think it is too troublesome to spend so much time in front of the mirror everytime before leaving home. But the main reason is of course, I'm simply too lazy to do so, and I don't have any of the cosmetics!

3. I prefer flying fox, rock climbing, jungle trekking, beaches and volleyball than movies, shopping and dating for my holidays.

4. I use the oven and kitchen scale more often than my mum.

5. I love animals, sometimes more than human. I curse people who bully them, I cry when I see animals being abused.

6. I've got myself a driving licence but I'm not eager to drive around. I think sleeping in car is way better than paying full attention on the road.

7. People crave for seafood but I turn my head away when I see them.

8. I used to dance hip- hop.

9. I'll pick up a nail cutter whenever I see one and start trimming my nails, which explains why my nails are always short.

10. I'm a lazy bump, as lazy as Garfield.

I am not happy

School sucks.

And I am not happy.
Definitely not.

So much work, so much stress, so much complaints and so much injustice...
I am really tired.

I wonder what did I.. No, what did we do that we deserve all these? Why are some people around us, who claimed that they are trying to shape us into better person, being so unreasonable?

She said the improvement is not enough. And because of our not-so-enough improvement, we got a class demerit.

So what is that? We improved, though not drastically, but we deserve a demerit? So encouraging huh? What makes you think that we'll work harder to improve some more when this is what we get for improving?

I did not say that we are very good, okay. But improving takes time, and obviously is done bit by bit. If you expect us to change into some brand new person over a day, that's not an improvement anymore. That's a change instead.

im⋅prove

1.	to bring into a more desirable or excellent condition

2.	to make (land) more useful, profitable, or valuable by enclosure, cultivation, etc.

3.	to increase the value of (real property) by betterments, as the construction of buildings and sewers.

4.	to make good use of; turn to account: He improved the stopover by seeing a client with offices there.

5.	to increase in value, excellence, etc.; become better: The military situation is improving.

6.	to make improvements, as by revision, addition, or change: None of the younger violinists have been able to improve on his interpretation of that work.

See that? Improve is defined as become better, not become perfect; become more desirable, not become completely desirable.

And what you said? There's no room for argument in this case. Well yeah, because you're holding the power and us? Nothing but to obey. "You can't say that because its against me." This is what I heard today. Students' right? Nahh, forget about that shit.

Maybe you say, we do have suggestion box and blablabla, but hey, who can guarantee that nobody will be going against us, or picking at us if we really complaint?

Sorry to say, you people are only focusing on all the mistakes and yet you hardly notice or appreciate the good things we've done. Because you think, well it should be that way.. And you ignored it. But once a mistake, there you go.

Well if you compare the merit and demerit marks of ALL classes, you'll see how generous you are in giving demerit marks that some are exceeding 1000marks whereas the highest merit mark in the whole school is only about 100marks. So much of looking-at-the-positive-and-bright-side huh?

Don't deny, adults.
You ate your own words.

I know I'm a little straight forward here but trust me, this is what almost everyone of us feel. If you need comments or feedback to improve your system, this is it. I'm saying it out from the bottom of my heart.
But if you are to penalise me for this, I'm speechless.

Cupcakes and cheers :)

First, let me apologise for being inactive once again.

Last weekend was the long- waited Cheer 2009 competition. I've been to this annual cheer leading competition every year since form 1, such a loyal supporter huh? Hah.

This year, Blitzerz from SMKBUD4 went home with the champion trophy, while the 1st runner-up went to Shirtliff and 2nd runner-up was won by Calyx. I think Blitzerz did an awesome job. They deserve the victory. Watch them in action!



Anyway, since I did not participate, the competition somehow bored me. I was just, a little lack of spirit. For the first day, Cecilia, Andrianna Ping and I went together. Yes yes, Andrianna's name is there! We only stayed in the stadium for 2 hours or so before we left to Times Square. Bought some clothes and shoes together there, heheh.

Highlights:

The place we had lunch in Times Square.
One word: BLACKLISTED!

And the ghostly train we boarded.
Swoosh..

Say bye!

Last Thursday, some lecturer from KDU College came to my school to guide us a little on cupcakes decoration. Awwww, obviously I would never miss this!

These were borned in my hands :D

Tell you what, it was fun! Making roses, piping cream, sprinkling chocolate.. I enjoyed every single thing. Heheh ;) Guess I'm pretty sure with which path I'm taking after form 5!

Oh yea, Ping planned a Taiwan trip after SPM and asked Cecilia and I to join. Maaaaa I want to go T__________T

p/s: Changing my number very soon!

What should I say?

I'm here to save my blog from dying after so long!

The reason I have not been updating my blog is..
As usual, nothing to blog about. Yup, as pathetic as it may sound, my life is booooring.

Ok now, before I start nagging with my old my-life-is-so-boring, let's take a peek at the latest happenings.

The hottest happening is of course, Micheal Jackson's death. I was in shock when Cecilia told me the news that he died, but that's all. No sad no tears, I felt nothing. Hey hey, don't start criticizing please. I did not live in a Micheal-Jackson-trend environment nor I was a big fan of him, so no, his death did not give me a big impact. However, may you rest in peace MJ.

Next, I think my stuff is playing some sort of hide-and-seek game with me now. I've lost my earrings, my bottle, my pen and my tie. Hell yeah, I've lost my tie. Stuuupid! I only realised it this morning when I had only 10 minutes or so left before leaving to school. Lol, guess this is what happens when you don't get things ready earlier =P I end up going to school with my last year's old tie. Luckily I did not dump it, hehehehe.

Oh yeah, I was late to school today. Not because of the dumb tie of course, not really. I was surprised to find out that many of my classmates were late too, hahahha! And we were pointing at each other, saying hi and laughing out loud in the canteen. Such an coincidence :D

Something happened after the morning assembly which kind of blew our mood off. One of my classmates got 'punished' for some not-so-serious reason, sigh. I don't understand why do certain people like to spoil one's mood :( Poor her.

Oh, I nearly forgot about the war in my class. It was.... Stunning I would say -.- I have not seen much scenes like this other than on TV. Hope things will get better soon.

Guess that's it. I shall not continue anymore cause your eyes are slowly shutting already.
Right? Hehehhee.
So bye!

p/s: Mountain of homeworks to be done T..T

Fed up.

I think I found out the reason why I don't like being in the family.

There's no privacy at all.

No secret, no respect, nothing.

People often say family should be the closest one in life, but I believe sharing secrets has its limitation even if its among family. I hate it when some small matter is being spread around like a breaking news which made me being questioned as if I did a crime.

I did not.

It is so obvious that I do not like to be bugged with questions, so please stop creating issues that might bring up any of them.

I don't like being questioned. I think I can handle my own business, with my own way of course. Help? Don't worry, I'll speak them out if I need it. Otherwise, I would be glad if you stay away.

My business is not for you to bother about.
I've repeated it zillions times but I don't think the words made it into your brain.
Remember that, okay?

Short now!

I got the 30th placing in my school Jogathon this year.

FYI, I got 31st last year while the school only awarded medals for the top 30! So yeah, think you could guess how upset I went. Luckily this year, my placing improved by ONE. Only ONE, but its good enough for me to get a medal. At least I did not come home empty handed for my last year of Jogathon in school, hehehe.


Weng Yian said I won because she did not take part. Ohh come on, that's your problem ;P

Esther and I went straight to Snowflakes at Selayang Mall after everything ended and we bumped into Carissa and Tarveendar. Snowflakes has become the favourite hang out place of us I would say =) I stayed there until 10pm+ yesterday, syiokness!

We wanted to wait for Cecilia initially, as she promised to reach there at 1pm something. I guess Cecilia's watch must have something wrong cause her 1pm+ turned out to be 3pm+! Because of that, Esther went off.

Remember Cecilia, you owe both of us a mealll!
*grin*

We went for a haircut with Weng Yian and Tracy who came later. I didn't plan to cut at first, but after being persuaded by them... I ended up walking out of the saloon with a short hair T_T
Loool, still not so used to my short hair yet ;(

Don't ask me why I cut it so short, because even I don't know the reason!
Impulse cutting? I think so -..-

Finally

After the forever-on-going delays, procrastination and all, my new blog layout is finally out of the oven!

Guess this is enough to satisfy the LYLAS huh? Hahaha!

But as what I said earlier, I won't be updating much in this blog. Reason?

Nothing to blog about laaa! Told you my life is boring.

So for now..

Holiday's over, school's back.

School is dead, as usual.
And hell, our school jogathon is getting so-not-jogathon! Have you ever heard of a jogathon which the participants are forced to fork out their pocket money if they fail to collect the organiser's desired amount? Lame lame lame, I know.

Exam papers are flowing back one by one, but odd to say, I have not much feelings when I look at the what-the-heck marks. Lol yup, my result dropped like BLAAAAAAA, as what I've expected.

Nahhh, don't have to comfort me. I'm not sad.
I feel nothing!


Pictures time =)

Something a little more meaningful during holiday I did.